{"id":117,"date":"2005-12-18T22:31:15","date_gmt":"2005-12-18T22:31:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.earandnow.com\/?p=117"},"modified":"2005-12-18T22:31:15","modified_gmt":"2005-12-18T22:31:15","slug":"it-seemed-better-than-shooting-myself","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/earandnow.com\/?p=117","title":{"rendered":"It seemed better than shooting myself"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Dying Slowly<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><object data=\"http:\/\/candy.cane.free.fr\/dewplayer.swf?son=http:\/\/candy.cane.free.fr\/radio2\/mp3\/Dying Slowly (Tindersticks).mp3\" type=\"application\/x-shockwave-flash\" width=\"200\" height=\"20\"><param name=\"movie\" value=\"http:\/\/candy.cane.free.fr\/dewplayer.swf?son=http:\/\/candy.cane.free.fr\/radio2\/mp3\/Dying Slowly (Tindersticks).mp3\"><\/object><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/candy.cane.free.fr\/radio2\/mp3\/Dying Slowly (Tindersticks).mp3\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"images\/dying.jpg\" width=\"363\" height=\"400\" border=\"0\"><\/a><\/p>\n<p>L&rsquo;originale est de <em>Tindersticks<\/em> sur l&rsquo;album <strong>Can Our Love<\/strong><\/p>\n<p> I&rsquo;ve got memories<br \/>\n I keep them away from me<br \/>\n They won&rsquo;t behave<br \/>\n Won&rsquo;t be what I want them to be <br \/>\n I&rsquo;ve seen it all and it&rsquo;s all done<br \/>\n I&rsquo;ve been with everyone and no one <br \/>\n So many squandered moments<br \/>\n So much wasted time<br \/>\n So busy chasing dreams<br \/>\n I left myself behind <br \/>\n I&rsquo;ve seen it all and it&rsquo;s all done<br \/>\n I&rsquo;ve been with everyone and no one <br \/>\n So this dying slowly<br \/>\n It seemed better than shooting myself<br \/>\n This dying slowly<br \/>\n It seemed better than shooting myself <br \/>\n These worms, darling<br \/>\n They&rsquo;re nibbling away at me<br \/>\n They go at it when I&rsquo;m sleeping<br \/>\n Won&rsquo;t let me get to my feet <br \/>\n I&rsquo;ve seen it all and it&rsquo;s all done<br \/>\n I&rsquo;ve been with everyone and no one <br \/>\n So this dying slowly<br \/>\n It seemed better than shooting myself<br \/>\n This dying slowly<br \/>\n It seemed better than shooting &#8211;<br \/>\n If I could find the words to explain this feeling<br \/>\n I would shout them out<br \/>\n If I could find out all this, what&rsquo;s inside me<br \/>\n I would shout it out <br \/>\n So this dying slowly<br \/>\n It seemed better than shooting myself<br \/>\n This dying slowly<br \/>\n It seemed better than shouting it out <br \/>\n I make some coffee<br \/>\n Pull on that new pair of pants<br \/>\n I can get so far in love<br \/>\n The feeling just falls away <br \/>\n I&rsquo;ve seen it all and it&rsquo;s all done<br \/>\n I&rsquo;ve been with everyone and no one <br \/>\n I&rsquo;m just tired, baby<br \/>\n I just need to lay down<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dying Slowly L&rsquo;originale est de Tindersticks sur l&rsquo;album Can Our Love I&rsquo;ve got memories I keep them away from me They won&rsquo;t behave Won&rsquo;t be what I want them to be I&rsquo;ve seen it all and it&rsquo;s all done I&rsquo;ve been with everyone and no one So many squandered moments So much wasted time So [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-117","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-music"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/earandnow.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/117","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/earandnow.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/earandnow.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/earandnow.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/earandnow.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=117"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/earandnow.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/117\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/earandnow.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=117"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/earandnow.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=117"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/earandnow.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=117"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}